With what I make financially right now, I'm not quite sure how I'm making it. With car problems rising, rent arriving seemingly earlier than the first of every month, and other things I don't like paying, it's amazing I am still surviving.
One main reason I know I've been moving forward: Jesus.
It's funny (or should I say, sad on my part), because He has proven Himself to be faithful to me, despite my lack thereof. He doesn't even need to prove Himself to me. It amazes me how much Jesus loves me, and cares for a mess like me. But He does. And yet I still lack in trusting Him completely.
Yes, I do try my best to be more organized with my finances, to be a better steward of His providence in my life. But I cannot take recognition.
So, forgetfulness equals carelessness? This is what I'm trying to say. Let me just get to the point of this note (I actually was going to make this really short. but I'm always long-winded.):
I forget to thank my Jesus for His providence in my life. I should be more grateful. I should praise Him more often that what I am doing right now. If I really cared enough to thank Him, I wouldn't forget.
Jesus, thank you for your faithfulness. For Your providence. For Your mercy. For saving me from the Almighty God's wrath. I will forever be grateful. Father, I am so astonished by Your grace! I love You!
